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Carnage

Amazon delivered me a new phone this morning, because despite numerous attempts to get through to the property office at the police station who currently hold 4 of my phones, 3 of my tablets, 2 of my laptops, an Amazon Kindle, and an Amazon Fire- none of them have been returned.

I’m on edge today because the last time Amazon delivered me a new phone; I was raided six hours later and it was promptly seized.

45 minutes later…

As I was finishing my last paragraph, I kid you not, there was a knock on the door. I yelled “WHO IS IT?” to the reply “POLICE OPEN THE DOOR”.

No I am not being dramatic, I’m not lying, I’m not over exaggerating, and I didn’t dream it.

I prepared myself for the inevitable “we are arresting you on…you do not have to say anything…”. But instead, they asked me where a person who’s name I’ve never heard of was.

I said “why do you presume that I know these people”. They replied “because you do get arrested an awful lot”.

I wanted to SCREAM. HERE WAS HALF THE DRUG TEAM STOOD IN FRONT OF ME STILL NOT GRASPING THE FACT THAT MY HOME GOT TAKEN OVER BY A GANG OF DRUG DEALERS.

FOR THE 31 YEARS PREVIOUS TO THAT AND THE 9 MONTHS SINCE THE GANG UPPED STICKS- I HAVE NO ASSOCIATION OR INVOLVEMENT WITH 1. PEOPLE WHO COMMIT CRIMES OR 2. COMMITTING CRIMES WITH THOSE PEOPLE.

Now I’m not making sense because I’m so damn mad.

I literally returned back to my old flat to retrieve the rest of my possessions. Instead the flat was boarded up, when the board was removed I discovered I’d been burgled, most of my possessions have been nicked, a kitchen knife has been prominently stuck through a photo of me, the flat is trashed; absolute carnage, I’ve not even been here a day and the police have been round 3 times.

I can’t be bothered to carry on writing. I know I have to clean up but I don’t feel safe here.

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