They HAVE been watching the police HAVE been doing something! the runner that started working here two weeks ago who I actually like for a day or two- until I started recognising that it was all a big act as he got lazy and began to drop it. Turned out like all the rest of them. Well he got arrested today in in the park near my flat. He was with the 17 year old girl and her friend which I think is disgusting. When he invited her here; I make sure I kept on her case and have

Its 5.11am. I always make sure I’m awake at this hour now because I’ve heard thats when the police do drug raids…and after 5 months I am praying relentlessly for such a thing to happen. Yes, I must be the first person in the country thats HOPING my home gets raided. The thing is, I thought I was free! The gang disbanded and buggered off to jail/the gutter/had gone on the run due to being in debt with the boss/started working for another dealer. But the boss was still firmly g

This is too ‘bookie’. Everyone and their mother has been raided now. The officers who came to see me about the car clocked on straight away. And to top it all off, just as I thought I’d finally got rid of the tossers AND eventually the boss himself…he unexpectedly introduces me to a new ‘worker’. No asking me, no offer of payment to DEAL DRUGS from my property, no choice, no decision, no two ways about it… Except this new guy is LOVELY. And I found myself ASKING him to stay

I feel like the convenient corner shop. A One Stop or Spar. Yesterday the police showed up twice. One member of the group was here when 2 plain clothed officers knocked on my door! Yet STILL these guys have been here today. I cannot decide whether they are fearless or fucking idiots? 3 of them buzz my intercom incessantly until I let them up. I was angry and upset enough as it was, but that turned to raging hysteria when yet another stranger; one of their ‘friends’ is bought

Things just went up the swanny. My life has gone to pot. I’m up shit creek without a paddle. You get what I’m saying… 2 of the violent drug dealing criminal gang have ended up in prison. 1 handed himself in today for being involved with a stabbing. 2 got into debt by losing or being robbed of a ‘pack’ and are on the run from the boss (who will kill them if they don’t pay the money back). 1 left to start up his own drug dealing enterprise. 2 left because they were too terrifie

The gang have disbanded. Minus the boss who is making damn sure he sticks to me like super-glue and kisses my arse in any attempt to keep my custom. I have never felt so used and abused by anybody in my life. I have never felt so desperately let down by the police. I’ve watched those BBC documentaries that show the reality of the job, the 24 Hours in Police Custody series, watched the news and read newspaper articles. It never turns out like this though… Im embarrassed and a